night time is the right time

I finally decided to try and start a serious blog. I have yet decided on whether or not to tell anyone of it. I think the advantages of that would be that I can talk smack on everyone I know and they won't know about it. We shall see...

Today, I was the most lazy person alive. I watched t.v. and napped all day. First day of spring break, so that should be allowed, right? I had a sort of shitty start to my morning. I woke up on the couch which always sucks and then I got lectured by my significant other about how I need to start cleaning and also get a job. I kindly told him that I was not open to discussing this topic with him and that he can mind his own business. He is right in a lot of ways. I do need to get a job (I will blog on that another time). I am unwilling though to listen to anyone nag me. So, yeah. He's right. I then proceeded to watch reruns of Monk and new episodes of The Hills, Dancing with the Stars, and The Bachelor: London Calling. I am a disgrace. I fucking hate Hollywood and all it stands for yet I am a sucker for pop culture. I have no values I tell you. I then had an 11:15pm soccer game and that was a dismal failure. This womens team I am playing on cannot seem to play together to save their lives. Some of the women are injured and others are just catty bitches. I will just keep playing though because I love soccer and exercise.

Yesterday was easter and yeah that fun. I am not christian nor do I believe that JC rose from the dead on the third day, but I do love good food and family. I made these awesome egg shaped sugar cookies with multi-colored buttercream frosting, all from scratch! I am a regular fucking Susie Homemaker! I colored eggs the previous day and then we had a fun easter egg hunt. I made $7. My nephews ran around and looked for eggs and then proceeded to get bored. They are 1 and 3. They were so fun to have around on easter. It made me want one of my own. I don't think that it is the right time for that yet, but my mind keeps going there more and more. I want to have an adorable baby. That is never annoying or demanding. I guess there is the sign that I am not ready for the responsibility yet. Plus, I want to finish college. Will I ever finish college?(another blog, another time).

All of my husband's family is great, but I feel like there is this weird competition between us. I do things differently than all of them. And that would make sense me being raised in a different family and being a different person and all. But I constantly feel like I am the weird one. The odd man out. I feel as though they do not respect people who are different than them and that everything I do is not right because they don't do it that way. I still have good times with them. I just can't hang with them for too long or it can get intense. bah.

I think this was a good start... I am tired and it is late, late, late. I have some more shite I have to take care of tonight too. Well, goodnight to the nonexistent readers of this blog.

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